The first week

Easily infuenced, my thoughts are shallow.

So many things come to my mind and i wanna put em out but no need to do so.

Nostalgic, kinda melancholic but sometimes so optimistic.

Keep on thinking abt love, carreer, and a few other stuff on and off and on.

Felt like my head was simplified, and then realized that i could never be complex in a good sense.

i'm gonna forget u before long, that's so sad but there's no way to avoid it as i continue breezing. This might be merely a justification.. don't know. Is there any good of attaching an adequate name for any kind of emotions or events, at least if u don't have explain it to others?

Started thinking about the upside of posting blog posts instead of keeping a diary again.

U may forget me, i can't blame u, cuz it's the same for me.

Now i still can see that ur shadow fading away gradually but someday i even won't be able to be aware of the fact that i lost u. It's really tragic but there's nothing i can do for it.

By the way the way i interact with this world is currently like "I,me,me,me,me,me,him,him,him,her,her, and you, then me again, me,me, me infinately" but i want it to be "you, her,him, and me".